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MAN.
Now that that's out of the way, let's move onto something more important.
Like, hey.. the rest of your life, for example.
Switch went from 'bat-shit crazy' to just plain 'insane'. But since it's over "nothing", let's leave it where it is and move on, shall we?
It's caused more stress than anything that's as small of a deal as this is ever should.
NOW.
This vacation has been absolutely grand so far. Even when I'm sitting around doing absolutely nothing, it feels great. I've re-learned the beauty that I seemed to have forgotten existed in this city, and feel like I've gone back in time just to re-live it the way I should have. Despite everything that's happened the past few months, I feel good. I feel like I can breathe again. And I don't feel stuck anymore.
I'm afraid that once I go back to Toronto that all the bad will come rushing back and I'll be back at square one but.. I'm hoping for the best here :).
And as okay as I feel now.. I'm ready for this year to end. 2009 has brought me way more than I signed up for, and my life's motto has always been to never regret anything, and I don't, but.. I feel as though I've been living in a movie stuck on fast forward and I'm the only one moving at a regular pace.
Maybe it's what I needed. We'll see. I'm just going to enjoy my last few weeks here while I can.
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