It's so easy to be certain of how you feel in the moment. It's like going for a run and you feel the rush of endorphins and you swear you'll keep running every night. But when that feeling fades and you wake up again, the motivation is lost.
I'm never sure of how I feel, I only say what I think I mean and hope that it'll stay true by the time I wake up. I just hope to grow into what I think is certain and I never do. I always feel like such a contradiction and that's why I need to be by myself right now. Some form of sureness needs to be reached because I'm sick of floating in uncertainty. And it isn't fair to anyone I'm with to be a part of that. Kyle deserves a sure thing and I don't know if I can be it.
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