you're all i need

I constantly have this overwhelming fear that's emerged from nowhere, supposedly. Nowhere if you consider my philosophy of fresh beginnings but it's so hard to contain.
How many times have we seen that example: SWF is crazy, irrational, and full of empty suspicions. I have no proof, I have no reason to feel this way but for some reason I'm convinced I'm super human and have the ability to sense these things.
On my way to Irrational Road, corner of I Stalk You and Zero Trust? Fuck.
I blame hormones, these little pills we women have to take to avoid miniature copies of ourselves from walking the earth and eventually taking over our souls. No wonder we're all so wound up. The amount of chemicals we pump into our bodies, how can we expect to keep a perfect emotional balance?
Or maybe it's this self-doubt that's been driven into my mind. I have to be wrong, I'm thinking too extreme, too "obsessed". Who knows. One balances the other; fear and self doubt battle and eventually cancel out and, once the week's done, I'm back to where I started.. wherever that is.